I’ve had a terrible day, and I don’t feel much like writing. It’s been one of those days where everything hit me all at once and I broke. Most days I usually force myself to get up and do something, anything to feel at least somewhat productive each day. Today, I did nothing. I laid in bed, and I let the tears flow freely. It was one of those days where I felt like losing Ava wasn’t ever going to be less raw or less painful. I felt like my heart was breaking all over again. I will be “okay” if that’s what you want to call it, but I just don’t have it in me to write much. However, I didn’t want to miss an opportunity to show a few of the ways I have felt supported. Here they are:
These are just a few of the ways we’ve been supported through this journey. We’ve also had so many calls, cards, text messages, and flowers sent to us. We’ve had meals provided for us and money donated for Ava’s funeral and headstone. We’ve been loved, prayed for and supported by so many. From the bottom of our hearts, we want to thank everyone who has simply just been there, wrapped their arms around us, and helped us grieve our sweet baby.